after a thorough sorting out and reflecting,

I'm still going to stick to what I believe in;

I am not going to divulge how I felt for your words and actions, regardless of how hurtful those were to me. As much as I hate to know that such deed (or the lack of it) came from someone who have known me for so long to understand me well enough, I'm not going to storm back at you cause I know how you'd feel if you're being treated the same way.

Thanks to someone like you, I grew up and I stopped letting people push me all the time. What I did and said today, yesterday, a week ago will be with me in the future, for however long or short that is. I learned that I can't always be happy. I accepted reality. More than that I've come to my senses that when I keep on complaining about other people's flaws, it will turn me into something bitter. And I don't want that. That's when I come to realize that fighting off someone like you won't do; it's just not worth the time, and not worth the other million interesting things I know I'm capable of doing.

It didn't take ages for me to be mature enough to know that I don't have to be just like you and go around making people feel bad about themselves. Time and again, I'm glad I'm not in such way, at least I don't have to be plagued by having to eat what I've said down the road. Now that's an eternal win.

Just you watch.